I don’t doubt your love, nor do I disagree with your feelings for me. But what hurts is not finding you beside me when I need you the most. It hurts to see you standing quietly when people are defaming your love. It hurts to learn that you cannot fight for me.
I still do not doubt your love for me. But it is sad to hear you asking me to change just because the world wants to see me that way. Everything around turns blue when you ask me to change my way of loving you. I feel dejected and disrespected when you ignore my tears.
I still agree that you love me. But I would be happier if I saw you fighting for me. Fighting for us and for our love. My happiness would be beyond words if I find you by my side in every thick and thin. But being by my side doesn’t mean standing quietly and letting me face the problems all alone. It means, helping me to face and overcome those obstacles.
I also love you, but I need you to understand that too. It really hurts when you go off to sleep leaving me to cry all alone. I then feel valueless and neglected to the extremes. Not only this, my life seems to be becoming meaningless and my love appears to lose its sincerity. Life doesn’t make sense to me anymore and things around turn hazy.